I guess it is time for a post, it has been forever... Thanks for the prayer's for my kitty, she is miraculously still alive and doing really well... Only a miracle, funny how God even perform's miracle's on cat's, wow... The Vet didn't even think she would live, everything I read said if you don't catch it in 6 hours they usually die and she went 5 days... So we have changed her name from Taboo to Sunshine! I need to take her in and get her kidney level's checked to see if there is any permanent damage done...

So I have been neglecting the blog world for the facebook addiction, I really am sorry... I will try to do better for those few of you who still are reading this...

God is so good, I have been looking over my life this past year and it is really awesome how far I have come, I am sure I have alot further, but progress is progress... One day at a time...
I had a close christian friend of mine tell me how much I had changed, how much more I had become like Jesus in the last year, so that was awesome. And last week at work a co-worker of mine told me how far I have come in the last year, that really excites me because I know that it isn't only the christians that notice....

There is so much going on in my life and this past week I realized that I was starting to get anxiety over everything so Monday night I realized that I had forgotten to give it to Jesus and he is the one in control so I gave it all to him, so now I just have to wait and now I do have so much peace about everything... Praise the Lord! Well good nite my blogger friends ;)

A friend brought me an Easter Lilly on Friday and little did we know that Easter Lillies are toxic to cats, so my cat is at the Vet right now having eaten the ends off the Easter Lilly on Saturday, I was on Grand Manan till late Monday night for my Grand Father's funeral, so when I realized this morning that she hadn't eaten since I left and was vomiting, I realized something serious might be wrong. So if you believe in praying for a cat, now might be the time, because my poor kitty is going into kidney failure. What next Lord?

Today has been a very strange day, I can't even share most of it yet, maybe sometime. All I know is that I am going to have a lot of decisions to make in the next few months. Yeah I need some prayer. And also my Grampy went home to see Jesus this morning, and I do have peace with it. I am just so glad that I know where he is, and someday I will see him, and really get to know him. So I am headed to Grand Manan once again tomorrow, I haven't been home this much in a long time. I have until next Thursday off for bereavement days, and then I work Thursday and am off till the next Tuesday so it will be a nice little break. Too bad I couldn't get Thursday off.

I was remembering when I first started writing this blog and what a hard time I was having at work, I have realized lately that I have finally found contentment in my job, and I actually enjoy working most days, now that is a miracle. What next Lord??

I have been really blessed, I have not had anyone close to me die, besides my Great-grand parents. As I sit here writing my Grand Father is lying in a hospital bed on Grand Manan and they have taken away his oxygen and his intravenous so he can die, because there is nothing they can do. And my heart is breaking into a million tiny pieces, and I don't understand why it's breaking. We really weren't that close, but he's my Grand Father. He has been fighting God all of his life and a couple of weeks ago he accepted Jesus as his Lord and Saviour, so I can rejoice in that. I need peace Lord, give me peace.

Crown Canada

Life has been pretty busy lately...

Tonight is week 8 of my public speaking course, 2 more weeks to go and then we have graduation, I seem to have gotten so far... and just can't get any further, I get up there and freeze, I start out and then my mind goes blank it seems like forever (but it's only a few seconds) and then I'm okay, I just want to get up there and be able to do the whole thing without freaking out....

Last week I started leading the Crown Financial small group bible study at our church, I am pretty excited about that, we only ended up with 2 people after a bit of miscommunication, but it still turned out really great. I love leading that course. To see people get that God does care about our financial situation and when our finances are a mess our relationship with God can be a mess as well.

I have also been hitting the gym lately, which takes up a lot of time, but I feel so much better, can't wait to lose all the weight I have gained over the winter. So far I have gained weight, hopefully it's muscle. :)

I'm on my way to bed and don't feel like writing, so all I want to say is.... I'm so excited Spring is almost here! Does Springtime make anyone else happy?

Friday's Feasts

Appetizer
What does the color pink make you think of?
Deanna, cuz she looks great in pink, and of course every other color.

Soup
Name something you thought you had lost, but later found.
My keys, many times :)

Salad
In 3 words, describe this past week.
Never felt better

Main Course
What are you obsessed with?
Jesus!

Dessert
What kind of perfume or cologne do you like to wear?
I prefer fruity body sprays, rasberry is probably my favorite!