Saturday, November 18, 2006

Life seems to be so different.
It's not good,
it's not bad.
It just is.

So many questions,
waiting on God's truth.
Watching, wondering.
What's going on?

So where am I at??
Feeling kind of lost.
Don't want to go back.
Just want to go forward.

Yet still content,
loving Jesus,
wanting more,
waiting patiently.

Can't seem to see Him,
can't seem to feel Him.
Knowing he is still there,
wondering why??


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hmmmm... i read it frontwards and then backwards... good thoughts... i can relate... God is telling me that my head knowledge (great or small) is enough to sustain me until i feel Him near again... sometimes i find that knowing something eventually leads to feeling... i dunno if this makes sense, but i appreciate the openess of these thoughts on your blog....